a journey is ending and what happens next

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Everything always seems so ... right, up here ... I only started actually riding two weeks ago, and I can already let Moiraine fly herself while I write. Maybe Lauren is right, maybe I am born to ride a pegasus. ... but I shouldn't think about that, not now, Korin is so far away, really, and there are other things to ...

Our group is becoming smaller ... I'm not sure what to ... think, about that, but ... ah, it'll have to ...

Once Lawrence sees Franel ... he'll know what to do ... I just know he will. He has to. Lawrence ... hmm. I've never been separated from them for that long before ... Kail ... Kail didn't change much ... I think he grew up a little, maybe, but he seems like the same boy I knew from before. Perhaps it's simply because he and I have been together again for the longest time ...

Lawrence, though ... Lawrence feels ... different. Just a little ... it's hard to place it, but I think something changed him. He's ... he's older. And more ... hmm. He's just ... different. I don't mind, I really don't, I'm simply sad, I suppose, that I wasn't there to see it happen. He and I have never been separated for quite so long before ...

Franel again ... I don't know what I'll do if No, that's silly of me to even consider. Lawrence will be certain of exactly what to do once he sees Franel and studies the situation. He always has, after all. And if not ... and if not ... what ... what do we ... do?




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I am Lady Celeste of House Franel. I ... I exist, whatever anything else ...

I have to. If not, who am I?