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... ah hah ... I ... don't even know where to start ...

Well, ah, I suppose ... I should speak of Jace, and that whole situation ... I ... I really don't know ... why I would go so far as to ... ah, and no one can know, no one at all, Dragons, how ... embarrasing, I'm ... I'm above something like this, really, a pious noblewoman giving her honour up for a ... Kanemorian ... theif, after all, that's what he is, I don't even know why I spoke with Sister Freya in the first place, and when she asked --

Ah, this is ... I don't want to think on this. I ... will have to trust whatever small scrap of honour he has. And hope, and pray ...

I can't stand the thought of him gone ... can't stand the thought of any of them good. We are all ... all in this together ... after all ...

... Lucre ... ah, I don't even know what to ...

Lawrence wants to be done and over with this ... he is impatient, and I ... I do not blame him, it would be so nice to simply know the answers, to stop wondering, but I ... I don't know if I ...

I do ... I do not want things to simply go back to as they were. I want to go home. I want to go home. I want to go home so very, very, very badly. But ...

not as they were ...

everyone ...

... the ocean really is so blue ... memories ... memories are ... funny things, aren't they ...?

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Ah ... hm, I ... I see some dark clouds, far out on the horizon ... they are very far away. Let us hope that they miss us ...