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... there is a certain ... ah ... a relief, being with him, a ... as if ... as if I don't have to ...

... ah, but still, I can hardly sleep ... I ... perhaps ... perhaps when we reach town, it will be ...

I ... I'm not myself, with all of this ... fear, I'm ... barely speaking to anyone, so ... ah, I ... everyone must be ...

But ... no one can know, no one ... if Lawrence were to find out ... no one can know. It's only until we reach Cleraine ...

... and then