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Dec. 1st, 2008 08:42 pm[Filter: Private]
Every day just blurs into the next ...
... but I ... I don't mind that. Ah haha, I don't even mind being out here, because ... because I'm with my friends, I'm with Jaec, every day, it's ...
It's better than what's coming.
I ...
I know I'm stronger now, than I once was, I ... I know that. But ... but I ... I just ... I don't know if I'm strong enough for what's coming. I'm not Lawrence, or even Kail, and ... I don't know if I can ...
... ah ... haha ...
But ... that's not why I'm writing, now is it?
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Ah, I ... everyone? If ... if we could ... just for a moment ...
I ... ah, well, I realize we're all exhausted and it's the middle of nowhere and the days seem to all run into one another, but ... ah, well, I ... I just realized that it's Lawrence's birthday today. Ah, I know, Dragons, doesn't it seem like just yesterday when he had the last one? ... ah, Dragons, he's almost thirty ...
... ah haha, but that's all ... well, I thought ... we could try to do someting. Ah, I know that it won't be anything incredible, but maybe, when we all make camp, we could ... ah, well ... set up something ... make a fire ... ah, find some of the better food ... maybe play music, and ... ah, and get the chess set out, he does love chess ...
Just ... just something small. I know ... ah, I know a lot of birthdays have gone unremarked lately, but Lawrence is ... well, he's ... he's our leader, isn't he? I think ... ah, that counts for something, doesn't it? For all of us?
Every day just blurs into the next ...
... but I ... I don't mind that. Ah haha, I don't even mind being out here, because ... because I'm with my friends, I'm with Jaec, every day, it's ...
It's better than what's coming.
I ...
I know I'm stronger now, than I once was, I ... I know that. But ... but I ... I just ... I don't know if I'm strong enough for what's coming. I'm not Lawrence, or even Kail, and ... I don't know if I can ...
... ah ... haha ...
But ... that's not why I'm writing, now is it?
[Filter: Franelcrew]
Ah, I ... everyone? If ... if we could ... just for a moment ...
I ... ah, well, I realize we're all exhausted and it's the middle of nowhere and the days seem to all run into one another, but ... ah, well, I ... I just realized that it's Lawrence's birthday today. Ah, I know, Dragons, doesn't it seem like just yesterday when he had the last one? ... ah, Dragons, he's almost thirty ...
... ah haha, but that's all ... well, I thought ... we could try to do someting. Ah, I know that it won't be anything incredible, but maybe, when we all make camp, we could ... ah, well ... set up something ... make a fire ... ah, find some of the better food ... maybe play music, and ... ah, and get the chess set out, he does love chess ...
Just ... just something small. I know ... ah, I know a lot of birthdays have gone unremarked lately, but Lawrence is ... well, he's ... he's our leader, isn't he? I think ... ah, that counts for something, doesn't it? For all of us?
