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Feb. 28th, 2012 02:29 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
celestialsoul[Filter: Private]
... my stomach just ... just dropped into my feet when I read that. Kail's writing ... asking that question, I ... I ...
There isn't a single answer I can give him that I want to give. I either lie to him, or ... or tell him the truth ... or tell him some version of the truth, I ... it's ... Dragons, this is such a mess.
This is all ... such a mess.
... and it doesn't matter what he says. It doesn't matter. It is my fault, it ... it is. I ...
I ...
I'll just ... pretend I didn't see it. If he asks ... and he probably won't. He usually doesn't.
...
[Filter: Lauren]
... Mairenn says that you were looking for me. Is it about the puzzle downstairs? Did we decide on a time everyone can work on it ...? Or ... or is it something else?
... my stomach just ... just dropped into my feet when I read that. Kail's writing ... asking that question, I ... I ...
There isn't a single answer I can give him that I want to give. I either lie to him, or ... or tell him the truth ... or tell him some version of the truth, I ... it's ... Dragons, this is such a mess.
This is all ... such a mess.
... and it doesn't matter what he says. It doesn't matter. It is my fault, it ... it is. I ...
I ...
I'll just ... pretend I didn't see it. If he asks ... and he probably won't. He usually doesn't.
...
[Filter: Lauren]
... Mairenn says that you were looking for me. Is it about the puzzle downstairs? Did we decide on a time everyone can work on it ...? Or ... or is it something else?
