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[Filter: Aileen]

... I just don't understand. It's like ... it's like he doesn't know me ... he doesn't want to know me. No matter ... no matter how hard I try and ... and talk to him about things that we've shared, how we ... how we've connected, he just ...

He always just smiles ... ah, and shakes his head, and excuses himself.

And the other people there ... Dragons, they all watch me ... they don't want me there ... they stare and I can feel them hating me. Their eyes ...

And And I just wish we could...

It seems awful, trying to so hard to pull him away from something so ... so happy ...