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... I suppose ..

I suppose it's true, what he said, that time. Ah, I ... I was just so ... offended. How dare he compare ... that to ... to me and Jace, or ... or anything that's ... and how dare he judge me, or, or ...

Ah, but ...

... I don't know, I -- I don't know. It's so ... it's just ...

And I don't have the time to be worrying about this, not now, I ... I still feel like I'm so far away from Jonathan, and ... and I can't -- I can't. I can't. I won't. Aileen doesn't even seem ... invested in Jonathan, anymore. If I ... if I have to get him out alone, how do I possibly think I have the time or the energy to just keep thinking about Gebann and his ... his ... illness. If it's even

It'll just ... have to wait. And I need to ... focus. Focus on Jon, on ... on helping him, on getting him out so that we can just ... just move on and put this all behind us ... just ... move on ...

I ... I'm so tired ...

And And I

Oh, Dragons, I don't want to. I don't want to. Why do I ... why should I ... I can't ...

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I --

I ... ah, I think that I might quickly go and just ... get a little bit of fresh air, and ... clear my head, a little bit ... before I continue. Is ... does anyone else want to try helping Jonathan ...? Anyone ... anyone at all ...?

I ... I'll really just ... need a moment, I ... I'm ...