all my fault

[celestialsoul]

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This mess is all my fault ...

Lauren says this would have happened eventually, and I know she's right, but I just ...

I read back in the journal ... and she says she was miserable ... but she wasn't ... she really wasn't ... there was tension, but she wasn't ...

I can't ...

... I want to go home ... i just want to go home ...